yesterday i had to go to the emergency room. not a big deal at all it was just painful. i kept feeling contraction like movement in my lower belly area and it was hard to breathe, and sharp shooting pains. mike took me to the hospital, because he's a swell guy like that. turns out i have a urinary tract infection. beth and leesh get them all the time, but this was my first one. seriously fuck UTI's, the doctor said they effect everyone differently and mine is so painful.

im very heavily medicated.. antibodies, something that makes my pee bright orange, migrane medicine, cranberry something blah blah.

im nauseous and weak but ive somehow gained 4 pounds so im really pissed off.

this was not a good thing to happen.

i have so much to do and i would really just like to sleep :(