all i want to do is shoot and shoot and shoot i don't want to go to class or sleep or eat or read or go out other than for shooting i just want to take pictures and get better and work with everything and upload things and learn what im good and not good at and tweek and fix until i'm good. i just want to shoot, shoot, shoot, because it's the only thing that i'll ever be good at and i'm totally completely in love with it.

i'll take that as a good thing.
i'm super fucking scatter brained now and hating every other word. whatever man. i can't help you if you can't help me, right?