so basically i was thinking today because all i do is think and analyze things and i realize how summer is going to be. alicia won't talk to me and won't tell me why, and im sure everyone knows why but they don't have the balls to tell me. so that means no alicia/ that group this summer. not that i'd be included in that anyway, because they are so nicely paired off and i just don't fit in with them anymore. so fuck it, whatever. have your really great, perfect summer with each other. i'll find new friends that actually care about me and don't throw me away like i'm some piece of trash. i'll find someone who actually invites me places, and actually has the decency to invite my boyfriend along to. i'll find people who aren't backstabbers and liars. and it will be great. have your perfect summer, and i'll have mine.
this is ridiculous. and all i've done is try to show i've changed and be nice. whatever.
so who wants to hang out?
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